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when i first cut

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when i first cut,

i didnt think it would be addictive.

i didnt know i would love the pain so much.

i didnt know.

i swear, i didnt.

but

i also didnt realize how strong i was.

i didnt think i could get this far without it.

i didnt think i could get to 45 days.

but i did.
happy 45 days without cutting :iconcraiplz:
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justdeva
be careful, okay? if you are careful, cutting isn't the worse thing you can do. let yourself cry, love the child in you, even if you think no one else does. cutting myself was the only way i could cry.... not cause of the pain,( because i loved the physical pain... it blocked the emotional pain) but because i was able to love myself a bit, like it was someone else, not myself, who was hurting. hugs